I am so selfish.

I hate myself.
There are millions of people who would
Just kill to be in my position.
They would kill to have what I have.
A family who loves them.
A roof over their head.
Clothes on their back.
Some have nothing.
I have everything I need.
Yet, here I am, hating myself.
Everyday, wanting to die.
Wanting to hurt myself.
I wish I could give them everything I have.
I have it good and I don’t appreciate it
like I should and I can’t help it.
I deserve nothing.
I hate myself.

I am so selfish.

—Myself (via anasdisasterology)

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